Hey guys, sorry for my absence. I'm sort of taking a huge break from serious art(Like actually finishing, I'm just randomly drawing a lot of sketches). I've been really busy with my grades, band, and family. But the real reason I'm writing this, is because I need to get a whole lot of stuff off my chest.
See, the thing is, my closest, most trustworthy best friend, has recently been talking about her crush. I asked her who it was over the phone(texted her), and she said she couldn't tell me, but maybe someday. Let me back up a bit. Before all this started, we were playing truth or dare, and she asked me my deepest darkest secret. The instant answer to that would be that I'm bisexual, but I couldn't tell her. She kept on asking, and telling me she wouldn't judge... but I still couldn't. Next, I asked here who her crush was. Yeah, she told me she couldn't tell me. But I asked her, what colour hair he had, and she said it would give it away. Then I asked what his first name started with, and she said A(my name starts with A, it's Anna). Before THAT, she said she was depressed because she realized that she would never be with her crush, only really good friends. And if you knew the bond between us, you would get why I suddenly suspected it was me, sort of. And back to the hair situation, most people at our school have brown or black hair, with some blondes. And their aren't many redheads(I have red hair). So that made me think it might of been me that much more... and I was actually stupid enough to ask her if she was gay, and she said "I DON"T like girls" at first she said yeah, but she said gay means liking guys, and I know that, but I meant liking the same sex... and, I've realized that since I've been becoming closer, and better friends with her, I think my queer self likes her a bit... I'm not too worried about her seeing this, because she's never on here anyway... but, if she does, she might not ever talk to me again, but... I guess I could care less... bye.
-EvilPanda